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Jun 23, 2006 15:48:15 GMT -5
Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Jun 23, 2006 15:48:15 GMT -5
What is going on? I've been really intense lately. On Wensday, I sensed something was going on. I was very intense during work, and frustrated/angry at or about something. I had to breathe deeply three times to calm down. On Thursday I elbowed and flicked off another corp member, obviously, needing a shower and a good night's sleep. I know I'm already starting to loose weight from work. I can feel it in my clothes. For those who do not know, I'm a crewmember for the State Parks crew at Western Colorado Conservation Corp and my work is very physical. Then . . . just awhile ago, after watching Merlin's Apprentince, I realized, I had felt so lost and not in touch with my Source, The First Source, The Tao. I closed my eyes and cried for serval minutes, asking my Self for help and guidance. It was then I saw a jaugar and my wolf guide Kamots. I knew then, that I was not alone. Damn, why does that line feel like some else is writing it??? Who did write it??? Help me, my Self, for I need you now more then ever. Perhaps, all of this is stuff coming up, as I loose excess weight. I know I'm going through a transformation right now, and I know I will get through this, whatever it is. I trust in my Self.
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Jun 24, 2006 1:27:15 GMT -5
Post by jeremy on Jun 24, 2006 1:27:15 GMT -5
Sounds like slowing down enough to know something's wrong is the biggest part of your problem. I've been losing my temper at those I live with a lot lately. I'd rather stay out of their bickering but sometimes it's hard not to get dragged down.
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