Post by nonconforming on Jan 14, 2009 13:03:34 GMT -5
allright,
so. i have lived my entire life. telling myself im christian.
forcing myself to do good. and not think sin.
but. its becomming really obvious to me now. that. government.. religeon. are keeping us from this. this knowledge. that weve allways known. im doing no sin. no harm to anybody or anything.
i have allways thought allot different. ive allways been different. knowing i have a higher purpose.
my parents.... im cold and i dont care. they say.. you dont seem like your from this planet.
and the way my brain works. i think outside of the box. about everything. attending high school... being with other kids that.. are not like me what so ever.
and this is a tad hard for me to explain.
but i think the chakra system.. energy.. my third eye especially. plays a main role.
i can think united(about myself)
and i can think in third person. how other people see me. and other things
im a very talented musiscian. well. every aspect of being creative you could think of. i excell in.
school though. i know if i applied myself i could do it. but its almost like.. the stuff im learning is opposite from what i should be.
i wanna learn about the universe.. energy. abilities that humans forgot..
i do have a form of telepathy.. like. its like knowledge and my art.. music.. paintings. come from out of this world. like my mind is up in the stars. i have infinate opinions and knowledge it seems.
i practice meditating.. rarely.
i beleive strongly that in the center of my forehead. is something very special.
i belive the vibration.. sound of om is inportant for some reason
i know if i had a teacher.. somebody that could reteach me the abilites ive lost.. i could learn them. telekenisis...telepathy... psi pyrokeneisis. likee. i know i have the power in me to do it. i just cant seem to get past..
energy..
and telepathy.. like the type i explained (self awareness)
the thing i think about the most is. i was born in 92. apperently thats when allot of "star children" or indigo. whatever.. are born.
until i heard about this underground community of people like me. i felt alone in a way. now. i try to sense people that think like me.. to seek out other indigos. and i do.
but ive come to realize. everybody has this power.
the difference between me... and the mindless sheep is. i realize it.
i beleive there is life in other galaxys.. and lots of it. maybe an infint amount of life.
i beleive before 92.. before i was born. i was something a bit more... knowing than i am. like i remember enough to know that im special. but i dont remember the things about..
why.
when i think about.. what i was before..
i just see a picture of,.. brilliant colours.. stars.. im floating in space. not looking like what i do right now. i was in like an energy form or something..
where telekenisis and the abilities i wanna relearn were like.. riding a bike. they werent anything special. just everyday life.
i strongly believe that my mind has been around for a long time.
this body im in. its new. im a good looking kid.. like. front man in a band.. allot of things are unfolding... perfectly it seems.
im pretty sure if i was ugly. peoople i told about this would think im nuts ( this has nothing to do with anything but its just how sad the world is )
ill list some skills
i hear music streaming from the back of my head. then i either right down lyrics from no where that have great meaning. or on guitar i make beautiful melodies.
i can damn near control other people.
manipulating is very easy.
i can usually tell what people are thinking.. not exact. but there mood u know??
i feel like i can channel energy into myself. and it feels good
i can see meaning in things that no others can see.
i can block out negative energy.. people being jerks.. trying to hurt me or whatever. turn it into positive.
and . i know i have the abilitie to learn any ability.
its almost just like.. theres something i dont know.. thats really key to it. i just need to be informed.
so what i need from you guys is some help..
should i keep on the right path??
should i venture more into meditation??
should try and see peoples auraus? and my own
should i drop my religeon that does nothing but make me feel bad about myself and make me think everything other than christianity is wrong( dont get me wrong. i beleive in god.. i didnt create all of this.
even if i didnt list some things. can u please help me. if u have knowledge that can make me understand myself and the universe allot more. id really appreciate it.
thanks.
so. i have lived my entire life. telling myself im christian.
forcing myself to do good. and not think sin.
but. its becomming really obvious to me now. that. government.. religeon. are keeping us from this. this knowledge. that weve allways known. im doing no sin. no harm to anybody or anything.
i have allways thought allot different. ive allways been different. knowing i have a higher purpose.
my parents.... im cold and i dont care. they say.. you dont seem like your from this planet.
and the way my brain works. i think outside of the box. about everything. attending high school... being with other kids that.. are not like me what so ever.
and this is a tad hard for me to explain.
but i think the chakra system.. energy.. my third eye especially. plays a main role.
i can think united(about myself)
and i can think in third person. how other people see me. and other things
im a very talented musiscian. well. every aspect of being creative you could think of. i excell in.
school though. i know if i applied myself i could do it. but its almost like.. the stuff im learning is opposite from what i should be.
i wanna learn about the universe.. energy. abilities that humans forgot..
i do have a form of telepathy.. like. its like knowledge and my art.. music.. paintings. come from out of this world. like my mind is up in the stars. i have infinate opinions and knowledge it seems.
i practice meditating.. rarely.
i beleive strongly that in the center of my forehead. is something very special.
i belive the vibration.. sound of om is inportant for some reason
i know if i had a teacher.. somebody that could reteach me the abilites ive lost.. i could learn them. telekenisis...telepathy... psi pyrokeneisis. likee. i know i have the power in me to do it. i just cant seem to get past..
energy..
and telepathy.. like the type i explained (self awareness)
the thing i think about the most is. i was born in 92. apperently thats when allot of "star children" or indigo. whatever.. are born.
until i heard about this underground community of people like me. i felt alone in a way. now. i try to sense people that think like me.. to seek out other indigos. and i do.
but ive come to realize. everybody has this power.
the difference between me... and the mindless sheep is. i realize it.
i beleive there is life in other galaxys.. and lots of it. maybe an infint amount of life.
i beleive before 92.. before i was born. i was something a bit more... knowing than i am. like i remember enough to know that im special. but i dont remember the things about..
why.
when i think about.. what i was before..
i just see a picture of,.. brilliant colours.. stars.. im floating in space. not looking like what i do right now. i was in like an energy form or something..
where telekenisis and the abilities i wanna relearn were like.. riding a bike. they werent anything special. just everyday life.
i strongly believe that my mind has been around for a long time.
this body im in. its new. im a good looking kid.. like. front man in a band.. allot of things are unfolding... perfectly it seems.
im pretty sure if i was ugly. peoople i told about this would think im nuts ( this has nothing to do with anything but its just how sad the world is )
ill list some skills
i hear music streaming from the back of my head. then i either right down lyrics from no where that have great meaning. or on guitar i make beautiful melodies.
i can damn near control other people.
manipulating is very easy.
i can usually tell what people are thinking.. not exact. but there mood u know??
i feel like i can channel energy into myself. and it feels good
i can see meaning in things that no others can see.
i can block out negative energy.. people being jerks.. trying to hurt me or whatever. turn it into positive.
and . i know i have the abilitie to learn any ability.
its almost just like.. theres something i dont know.. thats really key to it. i just need to be informed.
so what i need from you guys is some help..
should i keep on the right path??
should i venture more into meditation??
should try and see peoples auraus? and my own
should i drop my religeon that does nothing but make me feel bad about myself and make me think everything other than christianity is wrong( dont get me wrong. i beleive in god.. i didnt create all of this.
even if i didnt list some things. can u please help me. if u have knowledge that can make me understand myself and the universe allot more. id really appreciate it.
thanks.