Post by jedimind on Dec 11, 2009 21:31:33 GMT -5
Hi, I'm a gamma indigo child, and I just recently found this forum and have been reading a lot of the posts. I have a question that I thought it would be best if I just asked directly.
I recently attended college for 3D Animation. It was a two year course and I had an excellent first year. I have been seeking the truth all my life of course, and during my first year I was introduced to the teachings of Eckhart Tolle, with whom I had great resonance. He really opened the door to the truth for me, as prior to this I had no interest in spirituality because I automatically associated it with religion, which I knew wasn't the way to go. Since that time I have delved deeply into spirituality, and have become quite stable and balanced emotionally, and I feel like I have an incredibly deep understanding of the universe (or multiverse) and how it works.
During my second year I took more of a downward turn grade-wise due to a strange onset of fatigue. I felt like I could not get nearly enough sleep, even though I was sleeping at least 8 hours a night. I would wake up with bags under my eyes and they would be a little red and dry as well. I have been a regular weed smoker for about 5 or 6 years, smoking almost every day, so I assumed that this is what was causing the symptoms. I quit smoking weed at that point, thinking it would solve this problem, but from then on, the problem has only become worse. I have since dropped out of college for various reasons, but the main reason being the fatigue.
Since I've been out of college this problem has only worsened. I am lucky that my parents are not rushing me to move out, because I don't feel like I have enough energy to work enough to support myself. Even my artistic endeavors are few and far between because of the way I feel.
It is very strange, because I feel like everything else in my life is wonderful, I know more about the universe and spirituality than ever, and I want very badly to accomplish big things, but this fatigue has been really holding me back.
I've read that my symptoms are very characteristic of the indigo to crystal transition, and that seems to make sense, I'm just wondering when I will have enough energy to get up and feel good in the morning, instead of everyday being a struggle to raise my energy, or vibration. I meditate on a regular basis but it only seems to make me even more tired, since it takes my halfway to sleep.
I've tried absolutely everything to solve this, so If anyone is either experiencing this same thing, or has some advice that might help me, I would be incredibly grateful.
Thank you
I recently attended college for 3D Animation. It was a two year course and I had an excellent first year. I have been seeking the truth all my life of course, and during my first year I was introduced to the teachings of Eckhart Tolle, with whom I had great resonance. He really opened the door to the truth for me, as prior to this I had no interest in spirituality because I automatically associated it with religion, which I knew wasn't the way to go. Since that time I have delved deeply into spirituality, and have become quite stable and balanced emotionally, and I feel like I have an incredibly deep understanding of the universe (or multiverse) and how it works.
During my second year I took more of a downward turn grade-wise due to a strange onset of fatigue. I felt like I could not get nearly enough sleep, even though I was sleeping at least 8 hours a night. I would wake up with bags under my eyes and they would be a little red and dry as well. I have been a regular weed smoker for about 5 or 6 years, smoking almost every day, so I assumed that this is what was causing the symptoms. I quit smoking weed at that point, thinking it would solve this problem, but from then on, the problem has only become worse. I have since dropped out of college for various reasons, but the main reason being the fatigue.
Since I've been out of college this problem has only worsened. I am lucky that my parents are not rushing me to move out, because I don't feel like I have enough energy to work enough to support myself. Even my artistic endeavors are few and far between because of the way I feel.
It is very strange, because I feel like everything else in my life is wonderful, I know more about the universe and spirituality than ever, and I want very badly to accomplish big things, but this fatigue has been really holding me back.
I've read that my symptoms are very characteristic of the indigo to crystal transition, and that seems to make sense, I'm just wondering when I will have enough energy to get up and feel good in the morning, instead of everyday being a struggle to raise my energy, or vibration. I meditate on a regular basis but it only seems to make me even more tired, since it takes my halfway to sleep.
I've tried absolutely everything to solve this, so If anyone is either experiencing this same thing, or has some advice that might help me, I would be incredibly grateful.
Thank you