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Post by 3guineas on Oct 26, 2007 1:52:14 GMT -5
Hi,
I'm not sure what to do. I'm having a difficult time embracing my indigo characteristics. All day I see orbs, stars, auras, energy moving, spirits, some shadow people, the past lives of others (occasionally), and my body will illuminate itself with intense colors at funny times. I can see dreams coming out of my moms head, and I sometimes see oracles in my dreams. I'm new to all this stuff because I wasn't raised with this kind of awareness.
I'm not aware of my spirit guides but I feel them. I think whatever is out there knows I'm a bit afraid. But I don't yet know how to be less afraid. I trust that unconditional love will cleanse my soul eventually. I do have past life dreams of being persecuted as a "witch," and waking recollections of living as a monk. And I also feel like I'm feeling the pain of others so they won't feel it. So much to the point where I think I'm them for a couple days and I have to look at photo albums to confirm that it's "my" life I am living.
This is difficult because I often struggle with feeling grounded. I feel like I'm living almost in 2 different dimensions at once, consciously. When I close my eyes I see a new world, one of thought forms being the mode of expression and a completely new physical world.
I feel alone. And I understand that I am in the way I experience life but I could use some advice as to how to stay grounded, or perhaps contact my guides consciously, or how to interpret all the colors, spirits, and orbs I see around people everyday. I seem to be at a place where I can do quite a bit consciously, so life feels like a complete dream sometimes, which can be a bit too much for me.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Perhaps a new internal revelation realized through your words will dry some of the tears that flow from my irrational fears.
Aloha
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Post by 3guineas on Oct 26, 2007 13:34:19 GMT -5
Hi Arya,
Thank you for the advice. Yoga and running seem to help a lot. However, Tai Chi and other Martial Arts increase my visual sensitivity. Living in Hawaii I get to be outside a lot, which is good. And you're right, this is a good place to come to because I don't feel completely out of place with my experiences.
When I was young I saw many things of what I would called "a lower form." Sometimes I would be whispered to. I could also here this one man who would walk around in my room with change in his pocket and come close to me. I also had a couple experiences with seeing large orbs in my house, as well as "things" in the sky. I could also hear my deceased grandma yell through my father's house. etc. Anyway, I took my experiences as imagination. However, as I got older more "supernatural" things continued to happen with heightened experience levels.
It wasn't until I was living in Manhattan and studying at an acting studio (these past 2 years) that I learned how to take the layers of my ego off daily and to build sensitivity in the moment, that major changes happened. I learned how to work with energy in my body, as well as sense memory in my body, which unlocked many more loads of information. That's when my vision shifted and I could see many of the things I described as well as some matrix like things and ripples in the sea of life around us. Now what I usually see and experience are "light forms" beyond what I can comprehend. I'm starting to read Rudolf Steiner and I can find myself best understanding his perceptions because they relate to the way I experience life.
I closed myself out of fear, and when I did that many challenges in the physical world came my way. I could not say them here because I would need to write a novel. Anyway, I'm home in Hawaii and have gently opened again, doing my best to embrace this. I find that it's intense and I'm trying to lower the perception of these feelings
...After all, if everything in the universe is the same, our feelings are our different perceptions of the "one-ness," and as we continue to change our perceptions, the more our understanding/senses continue to bloom in awareness.
Thank you again. I like that intuitive feeling nature you described. I appreciate your help!
Aloha
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Post by djgirlcherise on Oct 26, 2007 23:53:37 GMT -5
Aloha 3 Guineas,
Cool Name. What does it mean? Or, has that been posted somewhere and I haven't seen it. You seem very thoughtful in your words. I can relate partly to what you are saying. I'm in Vancouver, and man is it getting creepy. I'm basically on a STAY HUMAN campaign, cuz there are hybrids...everywhere.
I'm having dreams and my mind has seen that lakey type realm too. I was on this huge massively long path that seemed endless and all around it was just lakey space. And, I've seen white light, I mean what I think is the white light, 3 times, and well, a whole bunch of other stuff.
Not too many people are relating too well, except for the wierdos who have taken a lot of drugs and are caught in some dimensional, skidded out shard of reality towards what is there...
I like it here too. Pruff has many, many insights. Check his messages. Best of luck, and hope we'll talk more.
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Post by 3guineas on Oct 28, 2007 3:03:35 GMT -5
Aloha djgirlcherise,
I relate to you. Yes, actually in the past 2 days some big things have happened that are freaking me out a bit. That's why I haven't been on. This is all a bit much for me right now. After these events my body has been freaking out, and I've been vomiting, etc. I've never done drugs in my life because I'm way to sensitive to anything I put in my body but I'm sure I'm seeing something similar to what people see on drugs.
I don't know much about indigo/crystalline people, but if there is indeed a type that is supposed to get 12 strands of DNA in before 2012, I wouldn't be surprised if that happens to me. Either that or I'm losing my mind. I'll believe that I'm sane for now.
I hope you are well and staying human. I'll jump in with you on that campaign. Thanks for sharing your experiences, I appreciate them.
p.s. Three Guineas is the name of a book of essays by Virginia Woolf. I'm a huge fan of Woolf, Verne, Carson, and Laxness. Into the literature world you could say.
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Post by djgirlcherise on Oct 28, 2007 6:27:46 GMT -5
Aloha 3 Guineas,
I'm glad to see you here again. The vomiting... Well, I can say that I first started to feel the nautiousness around the year 2000/2001. It's only gotten worse, palpitations, anxiety, shortness of breath, extreme sensitivity to disruption or disorder of all the senses. And, it started to really get wierd shortly after. I've tried to detail my studies here for over 2 years.
My latest episode is precognitive dreams. 2007 has been a great time of unbelievable incidents that have changed my faith and ultimately my knowledge of psyche. And, I am only one person. So clearly, there are others.
Please, take some time and read over the messages from Pruff, and if you can dig back, try to find some of mine. There's some good stuff to be found. I do hope we will share some more. I'm scared too, but I believe in goodness more then ever. If you are on Facebook, let me know. There could be something there for your studies too. Blessings. The light is conscious. Stay connected, feel nice, and in your giving you shall also receive.
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Post by prUuf on Oct 28, 2007 10:46:26 GMT -5
yes, play in the dirt some call it spiritual emergency or healing crisis, experiencing unexpected change. www.consciousmedianetwork.com/members/hcourteney.htm it is happening all over the place. For me it started a year ago as my body temporarily demanifested. a few days later I had 3days without sleep which was hard for me, I wanted to sleep but my brain was so "high" and active due to the various experiences that it couldn't rest. my parents brought me in hospital... a few times during the year when primary consciousness (spirit,point zero) and the swinging(+-) secondary consciousness (soul, human experience) come into the NOW Alignment as the secondary conscious is neither + nor - , the kundalini energy and connection to your spirit becomes available. so when PC and SC are in NOW alignment, these emergencies, healing crisis or simply a flowering in creativity happen imagine, in the NOW your spirit would like to fill you with light but it can only as good as your energy field is clear which it is not so there is resistance due to these energy blockages called ID's (Identities) on all seven levels/energy seals relating to different issues. so in my case for healing I have to absolve all ID's relating to my sleeping problem. fear from not falling asleep, fear from not awakening, fear from death... after all ID's relating to an issue are absolved an all seven levels between you (PC) and you (SC) the neural net in the brain unpluggs and with a bit love the healing is complete and golden soulfragments return. ID's are made of the souls energy. With the unplugging of the neural net of the brain one has not to go through the experience again like in hypnotherapy and past life regression. you can learn that here www.soulwisdom.net , www.dnaperfection.comThought and Emotion are the ultimate reality. what I mean, don't get too much into being indigo or dna strands, that are all Idea constructs within your self. your self is unlimited and not to be labled. it is all one, of course paradigms like dna strands can be used to understand your self better. everyone has there own truth. everything is truth. the most unlimited system of thought I found is ramtha. www.ramtha.com , jesus, buddha, and other advanced beings have all their own truth due to experience, choice and thought. Be yourself, be the love that you are. www.lovewithoutend.com , e.g. when you love your enemies where does the love come from? there is nothing attractive in your enemies right? so it must come from you. from the essence that you are. love. embodying love, unconditional self love changes everything. the core energy units are commanded by love and only by love. everything is innocent at their being, it is only our attitude that make them bad, evil, agressive. train the "innocent perception". little children just see what IS, they are very good at innocent perception. so where do you go? I KNOW where I did go. I learned soulwisdom and with that knowledgeand technique I did go within myself to clear my energy field so that the brain activation could happen more smoothly. the midbrain is the psychic brain. ramtha is very good at explaining the brain and the psyche. there is still so much to heal for me(many years..). but I chose to grow, learn, open my mind and most importantly to love. Blessed you Be. <3 Matthias
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Post by prUuf on Oct 28, 2007 11:11:50 GMT -5
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Post by 3guineas on Nov 1, 2007 3:14:25 GMT -5
Ah, Thank you all sooo much! I've been going through the information and making sense of it through my understanding of things, and it sheds some light. I'm doing my best to stay positive through the changes. I wish you all peace.
Aloha
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Post by jeremy on Nov 14, 2007 4:46:59 GMT -5
Uhm Cherise... Please don't hold this against me but until 1989 I was two separate people and one of me was an alien: I don't know if that makes me one of those hybrids you seem to dislike but I'm the same person you've always known. I can't remember much about how the fusion actually took place but I have nearly all the attributes considered normal for each of the species I were (my alien memories are quite fragmented and I never had that many human memories from before the fusion). I also have advice for 3guineas. A lot of people spend some time with their psychic abilities on overdrive shortly after they first learn to use such abilities at all. This is normal. There are two ways to stop this: you can either abandon these abilities and risk a more difficult time regaining them than the first time round, or you can master them. My solution to involuntary use of such abilities is to make sure I use all my abilities regularly. This tells the subconscious that you don't need reminding of what you can do.
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Post by namastearth on Nov 16, 2007 21:35:32 GMT -5
Haha, we're all being freaked out right now, some are more aware of dreamtime than others, other people have other gifts. You live in Hawaii 3 Guineas? I lived in Kauai for a couple years working with the Earth Mother consciousness there, you know about that dam breaking there...ahem....and all the rain that one season? That was right after I got to the island and started doing some massive energetic work. And remember the earthquake later in the year, that was me and some friends of mine that had gotten together. When the Earth releasing shit thats stuck in her heart chakra, stuff has got to move!!!
Just go with the flow, and continue, always continue to go within. Because when you go within and answer your own questions, you become much more, well, mastered. Ascension is an inner process that is different for each, may you discover your truth within and become a living beacon of it in this lifetime.
Haha, besides, you think all of your stuff will lighten up? With the way the ascension of Earth is going, the rising of vibration, the ride is only going to become wilder. So keep those wonderful gifts you have, use them, and cultivate them. They will serve into the future when people may come up to you and ask you for questions to their own dilemmas within!!
And remember to ground out of yourself other peoples 'stuff' and if you are bad with grounding, ha, took my a couple years to master that one, but one reason grounding is so hard for those of white inheritance is because they naturally spin their energy up, and grounding cause the energy to flow down to the aurora or center, core of Earth. This because those who are male run feminine energy, and those who are female run masculine energy. Those of more red nation inheritance naturally polarize into proper gender tones.
As for myself, I only work with the Earth Mother, nature kingdoms including herbs and minerals and, whales and dolphins and the heart of the Tao as my guides, anything else that trys to press itself up and into my field, I grind them up like sausages and throw their asses out immediately.
As for my DNA strandage, I am hovering right now about 1800 working my way up to 3000. You were probably born above 12 strands of DNA in this lifetime and are around 300 right now.
Ha, well, this was just my take on things, take it or leave it. I am doing a biological ascension, so that makes my view alittle bit different than normal but sorta the same nonetheless. Anyway, hope this helped,
Namaste Pulelehu'a (Butterfly)
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Post by 3guineas on Dec 6, 2007 2:29:41 GMT -5
Wow, I haven't been on in awhile! Thank you, thank you, thank you, for the last response. Yes, grounding is an enormous issue for me right now. I've kind of taken to thinking myself a bit crazy. I have a hard time being around TV, internet, and my family, who seems to think I'm the most difficult human alive. It's emotional because I feel like I don't want to be here, and I feel like I'm not even certain if I actually exist. It really does scare me sometimes. And all the media out there only confuses me more about "reality."
How do you know what your dna strandage is? And what are the differences? If I don't pursue my talents until I'm in a more grounded situation to do so, will things keep happening? I've been through 2 different intense time periods where I have massive headaches and nausea for a week. I can't pin point it to anything, other than having a difficult time in my living situation. But I do know that I absolutely feel like I'm not even in my body and that it feels like psychological sludge is trying to be released.
Hey, are you surrounded by a group of people that support you?
Aloha,
Lauren/ 3guineas
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Post by prUuf on Dec 6, 2007 12:35:30 GMT -5
there are only dna strands when you believe in that idea construct. it is a truth as it orignates in consciousness of those people. that's how the phenomena of infinite dimensions at one of the 7 levels is created. parallel dimensions if you want. I don't believe in dna strands or other concept as taught by keylontic science(KS) yet I have found some of them interesting to study. my truth is more like ramthas truth. i suggest study ramtha material. I suggest you get at least an aura clearing www.soulwisdom.net , better learn this yourself. you can also ask her for a karma removal of what I call "ks mind virus" from the 6th level. e.g. a being with ks mind virus has dna strands,and all related blockages as taught in ks. a being without ks mind virus doesn't have all this blockages. the ks stuff was written from entities that did go through the life cycle but didn't have the full range of experience to know what the totality of GOD is. I had the ks mind virus too which attracted me to that idea construct. at some point some nice entities helped me to unplugg from it. then I started to study some ks material to know more about the "ks mind virus". if you want to do this too, I suggest to start with sacred sex workshop, this is at least better than dna strand concept taught in earlier workshops. only when you ascend from earth you know the totality of what god is, when you have the full range of emotional understanding. then you are like the entity creator god. you were created in the image of god. masters that are like the entity god father: jesus,buddha...
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