Post by awakened on Sept 3, 2006 8:38:53 GMT -5
Last night I invoked the Goddess. I felt her beside me. I felt myself go into a trance and being guided through a meditation. There was NO FEAR. I felt myself being asked and guided to lie down on my bed, and I felt energywork flow through my body that I knew was coming from the Goddess. When I became conscious again, I was surprised to see that nearly an hour had passed and I felt I was only lying down for 10 minutes.
My whole body was relaxed, my mind was at peace, I could feel NO negativity. I felt so different, changed. I saw in my mind big fluffy blocks of muted tones stacked together, representing this feeling. I then saw a thin white line, being pulled taught, a representation of the bitterness and ridigity I had stepped out from. I fell right asleep.
I woke up many times last night, (2:22, 3:33, 4:44...), disturbed, and was restless much of the night. I would think I would have had a blissful night's sleep after my experience, but I intuit this was my body's way of adjusting... I woke up in a lot of pain when I eventually got up, but I think that has more to do with the physical exercise I got yesterday...
I just feel different somehow. My heart is full of a desire to give and to inspire. It feels great... but it feels different, much different from where I stepped out from. I woke up this morning remembering my dreams and knowing exactly what I had to get done today.
I am wondering about this experience, and I feel as if its awakened me to my "goddess self" or to the realization that I am divine, like all of creation. Am I a goddess? Yes - we all are gods and goddesses.
Has anyone had a similar experience?
My whole body was relaxed, my mind was at peace, I could feel NO negativity. I felt so different, changed. I saw in my mind big fluffy blocks of muted tones stacked together, representing this feeling. I then saw a thin white line, being pulled taught, a representation of the bitterness and ridigity I had stepped out from. I fell right asleep.
I woke up many times last night, (2:22, 3:33, 4:44...), disturbed, and was restless much of the night. I would think I would have had a blissful night's sleep after my experience, but I intuit this was my body's way of adjusting... I woke up in a lot of pain when I eventually got up, but I think that has more to do with the physical exercise I got yesterday...
I just feel different somehow. My heart is full of a desire to give and to inspire. It feels great... but it feels different, much different from where I stepped out from. I woke up this morning remembering my dreams and knowing exactly what I had to get done today.
I am wondering about this experience, and I feel as if its awakened me to my "goddess self" or to the realization that I am divine, like all of creation. Am I a goddess? Yes - we all are gods and goddesses.
Has anyone had a similar experience?