Post by waterjag on Nov 29, 2005 12:19:33 GMT -5
I had a dream/nightmare
I was travelling with my higher self in the state of duality. I was in the area that I dream often in my castle in France. I proceeded to the converted stables where I was judged and put in a situation of torture. Where I was put corresponds to the place where the rubbish is put in real life. I got scared about being bitten by a spider so I looked for an oppurtunity. It was also incredibly stuffy in this small room, almost suffocating then around this point it became a lucid dream this oppurtunity turned out to be a wooden panel that I kicked down. Then I knew that would set off an alarm maybe this represents the emotions of a woman. I made a choice to run, but as in real life when you run, you cannot run forever so I had to make choices about what rules were going on and not being sure of what rule is next. The sense of not being sure was overwhelming. I noticed a work collegue in my dream whom represented the devil or everything that limits us from connecting to women. He tried to put charms or a spell on me. My higher self was sitting there. I think he represented the woman I ought to be with or my soul mate. I had the feeling that I could not go back that I shouldn't be where I was when I was put in this room or around that place.
I woke up at that point, but the dream was still in my mind so I kept dreaming trying to figure out what should have happened. Maybe I ought to be thinking about what else could have happened.
I was travelling with my higher self in the state of duality. I was in the area that I dream often in my castle in France. I proceeded to the converted stables where I was judged and put in a situation of torture. Where I was put corresponds to the place where the rubbish is put in real life. I got scared about being bitten by a spider so I looked for an oppurtunity. It was also incredibly stuffy in this small room, almost suffocating then around this point it became a lucid dream this oppurtunity turned out to be a wooden panel that I kicked down. Then I knew that would set off an alarm maybe this represents the emotions of a woman. I made a choice to run, but as in real life when you run, you cannot run forever so I had to make choices about what rules were going on and not being sure of what rule is next. The sense of not being sure was overwhelming. I noticed a work collegue in my dream whom represented the devil or everything that limits us from connecting to women. He tried to put charms or a spell on me. My higher self was sitting there. I think he represented the woman I ought to be with or my soul mate. I had the feeling that I could not go back that I shouldn't be where I was when I was put in this room or around that place.
I woke up at that point, but the dream was still in my mind so I kept dreaming trying to figure out what should have happened. Maybe I ought to be thinking about what else could have happened.