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Post by New guy on Apr 7, 2006 18:18:43 GMT -5
Hi, just found this site through the net. Just a recent discovery of myself being "blue", told to me by my Raiki healer, has led my here. I'm a musician and I express myself best through it. I've been playing violin since age 4 and I love it. I will definetly do something with music as my profession. I'm also here to develop other abilities and gain knowledge about the self. I feel drawn to shamanic knowledge with talks of different energies. I've had a couple near death experiences, weren't too fun but enlightening
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Post by pearldancer on Apr 7, 2006 18:27:57 GMT -5
Welcome Nathan! I am sure you will find lots to interest you here. .. . it's a wonderful place!
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Post by Shaelyn on Apr 7, 2006 22:28:47 GMT -5
when I read your post, something in me jumped up in happiness...I feel like you may have some answers that I've been looking for...the feeling is kinda frightening.
we need to talk...but I don't know where to begin.
I'll just tell you about all the odd "coincidences" that draw me to you, this is why I'm freaking out:
I am a singer. I'm trying to assemble a band, and for a long time now I've wanted a violinist. I have a couple of friends from school in the "band," one guitarist and a drummer, but we haven't gotten together yet to jam.
I very recently got interested in Reiki, when a healer on another board told me that I had a lot of energy, he asked me if I was a healer...but I had only heard of Reiki off and on. He said I should look into it...I've looked at sites, but I'm looking for a master to teach me.
Recently I had a near-death experience, of sorts, it's posted elsewhere on this board...I found myself fishtailing, then sliding across four lanes of traffic on the highway, and I was lucky I didn't hit anything. I was actually calm throught the whole thing, kinda shrugged it off...but, that lead to a whole series of events, the notable of which was my path was changed, and I passed a site where three teenage boys got killed the night before, which wouldn't have happened otherwise until it was too dark outside to notice what was going on. I feel like all of it was planned for me to notice, but I haven't figured out why.
lol. EVERYTHING in your post hit me in one form or another...it's kinda creepy.
so now, I'm wondering why that is. what do we have to learn from each other?
sorry if I'm freaking you out with the first post, lol.
at any rate, welcome to the boards Nathan!
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Post by musicman aka new guy on Apr 7, 2006 23:07:34 GMT -5
haha, i often feel that way too shaelyn. My Raiki healer is level III, i don't quite know where that fits into the picture but she's quite powerful. She says everything happens for a reason. My first experience with Raiki taut me to decifer my thought experience from my aura feelings. She was zapping me with energy as I was thinking. I almost lost it actually and was gonna start beeting my fist on the bed but I didn't let it get out of control. I stopped thinking and relaxed. I like the fact that Raiki healing only gives to those who truly want it. My near death experiences involve my own fear and asphyxiation, i think that's how you spell it. When I was younger I had a vision of myself grabbing a scissors off the table and being deathly afraid of them. So much fear I felt just while holding them. In the vision I stabbed my heart with the scissors and thought I had died. I actually thought I was dead. My breath stopped and my heart even too for a second but then I felt at peace. Releasing all the fear in me was a major lifting experience. I felt like a different person. The other time I almost choked to death on a peace of meat. I had to relax to get it out of my throat. They say that near death experiences are a common trait among shamans and if you have been approached by one you are ready to become an apprentice. I have been approached by a shaman, he called himself a shaman of the North Woods, but I didn't know all this at the time and lost his brochure. I kick my self for it About the freaking out part, I do the same thing to people, write too much, then worry how much I wrote. haha I did that to the person that I got in contact about this web site. As I read the posts on other discussions, this is the first time i've seen anything this spiritually intense anywhere and am excited about it. My real problem is I get lost in thought way too much imo. I start judging and analyzing myself and how I think I do things. I play violin on a purely intuitive level. I'm in love with the freedom that the instrument offers. No frets means freedom to hear everything I want to say in terms of music. I consider myself quite accomplished for my age, lots of people know me in my home town of Kenosha WI as the violinist child prodigy.
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Post by Shaelyn on Apr 7, 2006 23:59:35 GMT -5
awesomeness.
level III, I think that depends...for some teachings, there's only I, II, and Master, others there is a 3rd one before master...and others have an option where, if you don't plan to teach, you can just go to level III instead, and if you plan to teach, you don't worry about level III and just go on to master.
so...where she is, is dependant on the program she's with. lol. she would be pretty powerful though.
I don't really know what else to say to you. I'm definately going to keep an eye on your posts though.
glad I didn't scare you away ^^ I knew though, if it was meant to be, I wouldn't have.
I suppose we'll see where this goes.
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Post by Sáille on Apr 8, 2006 3:12:00 GMT -5
Hi there. *waves* Welcome to the board... I hope that you'll have fun here. *hugs* Being too lost in thought and therefore judging/analysing yourself is something I am very familiar with. I am currently teaching myself to place it in the background as some sort of rational big cushion which will catch me if I stop flying for a moment. ^-^ I hope we can teach each other to stop worrying about how much we write and everything. ;D
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Post by Rad on Apr 8, 2006 4:29:13 GMT -5
Welcome ^_^
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Post by pearldancer on Apr 8, 2006 7:52:16 GMT -5
when you feel your head start mouthing off. .. . . have your heart tell it to shut up!! ; )
(trust me. . ..I've been overanalyzing all my life. . . then one day .. POOF. . I yelled SHUT UP! When you speak from the heart there is no need for analysis, no need for fear)
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Post by musicman1 on Apr 8, 2006 12:55:30 GMT -5
Wow, thank you for that post pearldancer. You're right speaking from the heart needs no worry. I should just stop worrying lol.
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Apr 8, 2006 13:52:49 GMT -5
Hi musicman! Welcome to the boards, Gemma and I are the global mods and will be happy to assist you in any problems you might have around the forum. ^_^ We don't usually get many problems here though, hehe, I really liked what you said about the energy of this place, a lot of people comment on it and I have to say this is the one forum I've been on where everyone gets along. Feel free to yack away and connect with as many people you want, it's awesome that you and Shaelyn have had similar experiences, and I'd like to hear more about these near-death experiences and how they changed you spiritually. My biggest leap in spirituality (from indigo to crystal) happened after my mother died and I transitioned to the higher vibration, it was an incredibly eye opening experience that I'll never forget and has changed the entire course of my life. I always find it amazing when we can experience such soul-evolutions and share them with one another. Anyway, again welcome to the board, make yourself at home.
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Apr 9, 2006 8:51:46 GMT -5
Hey Nathan,
Glad to see you found the forum and welcome. I hope you find people to connection with and make many friends here. Feel free to ask any questions that you may have or post anything that you free will start a good discussion.
Jen
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Post by luz18 on Apr 9, 2006 8:58:50 GMT -5
Welcome to HV, Nathan There seem to be an increasing number of musicians around here.... hehe. See you around the boards! ~Luz
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Post by new eyes on Apr 9, 2006 9:59:31 GMT -5
Welcome Nathan its' good to have you ,take it from me this site is a great place to find answers and meet kind hearted people. they've helped me and I know they will help you. New Eyes
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Post by muirrin on Apr 9, 2006 20:53:38 GMT -5
Welcome Nathan, from a fellow muso and self-analyist!
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Post by jeremy on Apr 23, 2006 19:42:33 GMT -5
Hello, Nathan. Yay! another violinist!
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