Post by geospirit on Sept 30, 2006 21:13:50 GMT -5
It's really nice to finally find nice places to 'hang out' with people like me.
Thanks Laurel for all your hard work.
I have been poking my head in a little, posting a few times in a few threads but Caerai has blown me away with a reading!!
I sooooo needed this validation, I've 'known' for a long time and have been told that I can't ask about love or death, so that is why I asked for a career reading! lol
I believe the man that he referred to is my husband from my last lifetime that I was able to remember when I was 4 years old and very distraught, I came to a point in my life where I needed to know I was loved. I knew love existed, I had felt it in the touch of a stranger when I had been 2 but I had never really felt it from my adopted parents, I just felt really sheltered and protected for the most part, which, incidentally was the exact thing I needed while growing up, though at the time I resented it! LOL
There is a quantum physics explanation for how this happened, I heard it one time, I wrote the theory name down but I do not know where that info is at this time, I have moved since then and have not sorted out all my stuff (I want bookshelves and storage things!)
Anyways, it relies on the experience coming from an unconditional heart/intent, I just wanted to remember being loved, it was no more simpler than that - well, there is more to it but that was my sole desire and I got my answer and it has carried me through more things than I can count, I am here today because of that love, I am alive!
It's strange because sometimes it feels like there is someone else looking through my eyes too... Weird thing to say but it does not control my mind, I can make 'it' leave if I want 'it' too but I would much rather see the face that this presence belongs to! LOL And I believe I have.
I now have come to believe that we are Twin Flames.
I am 'here' after being away from searching for answers for a few years, I was trying to be more comfortable in my body, I've had a really hard time with that one. I'm feeling way more comfortable in it lately too.
I'm feeling like it's time, in a lot of ways, for many things, does anyone else feel the same kind of vibe?
Thanks Laurel for all your hard work.
I have been poking my head in a little, posting a few times in a few threads but Caerai has blown me away with a reading!!
I sooooo needed this validation, I've 'known' for a long time and have been told that I can't ask about love or death, so that is why I asked for a career reading! lol
I believe the man that he referred to is my husband from my last lifetime that I was able to remember when I was 4 years old and very distraught, I came to a point in my life where I needed to know I was loved. I knew love existed, I had felt it in the touch of a stranger when I had been 2 but I had never really felt it from my adopted parents, I just felt really sheltered and protected for the most part, which, incidentally was the exact thing I needed while growing up, though at the time I resented it! LOL
There is a quantum physics explanation for how this happened, I heard it one time, I wrote the theory name down but I do not know where that info is at this time, I have moved since then and have not sorted out all my stuff (I want bookshelves and storage things!)
Anyways, it relies on the experience coming from an unconditional heart/intent, I just wanted to remember being loved, it was no more simpler than that - well, there is more to it but that was my sole desire and I got my answer and it has carried me through more things than I can count, I am here today because of that love, I am alive!
It's strange because sometimes it feels like there is someone else looking through my eyes too... Weird thing to say but it does not control my mind, I can make 'it' leave if I want 'it' too but I would much rather see the face that this presence belongs to! LOL And I believe I have.
I now have come to believe that we are Twin Flames.
I am 'here' after being away from searching for answers for a few years, I was trying to be more comfortable in my body, I've had a really hard time with that one. I'm feeling way more comfortable in it lately too.
I'm feeling like it's time, in a lot of ways, for many things, does anyone else feel the same kind of vibe?