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hi
Mar 9, 2007 2:23:41 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 9, 2007 2:23:41 GMT -5
hi. my name is Soule, and i guess im kinda new to all this, so im really nervous.
Im a 20 year old male currently attending college. as to wether or not im an indigo, i dont know. all i know is that people tell me i think differently than other people.
ive been playing with energy my whole life. i didn't really know what it was, but i shaped it etc. until i met a good friend who happened to be a sort of shaman, who explained it to me. i started practicing energy for a while. during this i started to feel the emotions of other people. anyways i guess thats how i could describe it.
though about a year ago it all grew too painful to bear and i just stopped. stopped feeling completely. i was pretty much completely apathetic... untill about 2 days ago.
recently i started practicing energy again. and 2 days ago it all hit me again. though much more potent. a strong strong feeling of needing to find / fulfill a purpose that i don't know. everything hit me in the face like a sledge hammer.
i feel completely lost and completley confused. it feels like i don't know which way is up anymore.
i came to the site in hopes i could find help. or others who are like me. because i don't know if im crazy or anything anymore. im just scared lost and confused.
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hi
Mar 9, 2007 12:32:20 GMT -5
Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Mar 9, 2007 12:32:20 GMT -5
Well, you're not the only trying to figure out what their purpose is right now. I am as well, although I think I'm close. Anyways, welcome to Higher Vibrations and feel free to ask any questions that you wish, join in on conversations and browse(sp?) all the boards.
I hope you enjoy your stay here.
Peace, Kiva/Jen
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hi
Mar 9, 2007 14:08:54 GMT -5
Post by Shaelyn on Mar 9, 2007 14:08:54 GMT -5
I've been hunting for my purpose for a few years. while I still feel like I've come up somewhat empty-handed in that respect...I have learned a LOT along the journey.
as is with anyone/anything else, part of the goal is in the journey.
welcome to the boards! don't be nervous. ~hugs~ ...I've been at that point you describe, not knowing what is up and totally lost.
I hope you find what you seek here! ...and maybe stick around ^_^
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hi
Mar 10, 2007 6:20:13 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 10, 2007 6:20:13 GMT -5
thanks bunches. im glad im not alone feeling like this ^^
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hi
Mar 10, 2007 7:49:22 GMT -5
Post by radaeron on Mar 10, 2007 7:49:22 GMT -5
Purposes are fun... Hard for me to say if I actually have one.. I think I discovered it a while ago.. I guess now I'm just gonna be doing a few different things to find out if its where I will go And even so I can't actually do what I'm here to do cause... well.. Ah no need to explain Still, could be wrong Anyhow, welcome to the group man That energy stuff is pretty lucky to have I think, don't let go of it
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hi
Mar 10, 2007 19:25:51 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 10, 2007 19:25:51 GMT -5
i dunno. it seems more like a hindrance than a help.
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hi
Mar 13, 2007 4:15:32 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 13, 2007 4:15:32 GMT -5
thank you so much. its really a relief to find people who i can relate with finally ^^
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hi
Mar 13, 2007 11:32:52 GMT -5
Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Mar 13, 2007 11:32:52 GMT -5
its really a relief to find people who i can relate with finally ^^ Yes, it definitly is!
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hi
Mar 13, 2007 12:53:35 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 13, 2007 12:53:35 GMT -5
though i kinda wish the board and chat rooms were more active lol
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hi
Mar 13, 2007 15:51:22 GMT -5
Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Mar 13, 2007 15:51:22 GMT -5
they were more active a while back. Hopefully, they will become more active in the future.
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hi
Mar 13, 2007 16:04:05 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 13, 2007 16:04:05 GMT -5
that would be awesome ^^
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hi
Mar 20, 2007 19:38:51 GMT -5
Post by jeremy on Mar 20, 2007 19:38:51 GMT -5
Hello. Yeah I first started doing stuff with energy when I was young too and without anyone having to tell me how. Sorry I don't use chat much. I'm more likely to be found using instant messengers - now I'm reminded I'm going to turn mine on.
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hi
Mar 20, 2007 20:05:22 GMT -5
Post by soulewolf on Mar 20, 2007 20:05:22 GMT -5
if ya feel like droping me an im some time, be my guest ^^
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