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Post by gemma on Nov 27, 2005 15:51:24 GMT -5
Please help me, I am at the end of my power I am in the chatroom, I need help, I need help!
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Post by gemma on Nov 27, 2005 15:54:52 GMT -5
I already took my medicaments but they don't help, an it was all about a little quarrel... My brother never cleans the bathroom up after himself, and my mother wanted me to clean it and I told it to my father, after it he wanted to take Xanax and he said that he was nervous of me, but he took another pill by accident, I am afraid now my family blames me, I feel very bad, please help me......
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Post by gemma on Nov 27, 2005 16:16:41 GMT -5
Rad.. thank you very much for helping me. I will paint, it will help... I hope so...
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Post by radaeron on Nov 27, 2005 16:49:25 GMT -5
Don't worry about it ^^
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Nov 27, 2005 17:19:26 GMT -5
Gemma,
What ever is going on, I hope you feel better and I will send you lots of love.
Jen
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Post by Shaelyn on Nov 28, 2005 1:04:25 GMT -5
I hope you feel better Gemma! Lots of Love
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Post by Uriah on Nov 28, 2005 1:37:53 GMT -5
Gemma, life is full of ups and downs. It does seem to be an unfair situation but get your mind off it for awhile. Painting!! a wonderful idea! Be with nature, animals, replenish yourself. You must know this like all else in this world comes and passes. The good and the bad. You will be able to get through this. We are humans and our emotions can run amuck, don't let them grab ahold to tightly. Know the love in your heart and let the Light shine through it all. My love I will send you but it is your strength, I KNOW you have in you, which is you, that you must find.
All my love truly, Uriah
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Post by gemma on Nov 28, 2005 4:31:55 GMT -5
Thank you, for all of you! It helps me so much, seeing that so many people are caring about me (Radaeron told it me yesterday that there were many people caring about me but I didn't believe him)
So, I got a call from my father 10 minutes ago. He said that he slept so good from the "bad" pill, that he feels completely calm and serene now! It is truly a wonder. And after it he asked me how I felt this morning. I told him: 'Oh, I am okay, I love you' And he replied: 'I love you too'
This is a wonder. Thanks God nothing serious happened!
I made a painting, I will put the photo of it here. It scares even me. I decided that I wanted to paint one of my nightmares. It isn't ready yet but it is one of my best paintings.
Thank you for everything, I send a lot of love for all of you. You are my spiritual family. You mean a lot of me and until now, I never realized this. *hugs for everyone*
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Post by radaeron on Nov 28, 2005 4:33:13 GMT -5
Group huggles ^^ *Hugses*
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Post by starchild on Nov 28, 2005 4:42:31 GMT -5
Dear Gemma,
I hope you will feel better. I will have you in my prayers.
Love and Light, ST
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Post by starchild on Nov 28, 2005 4:45:00 GMT -5
I would suggest you to go to this website and take a time to look at that wonderful art. These images have some healing and spiritual effect and they actually do make people feel better. www.josephinewall.comLove and Light
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Post by gemma on Nov 28, 2005 6:18:19 GMT -5
Dear Gemma, I hope you will feel better. I will have you in my prayers. Love and Light, ST Thank you
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Post by gemma on Nov 28, 2005 6:41:09 GMT -5
Here are the photos of my painting (isn't it interesting, that in the word "paint" there is the word "pain"?) As I said before, it isn't ready yet, but now you'll get a picture about the colour of my nightmares. And I honestly mean that this is my best painting I ever did.
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Post by Sáille on Nov 28, 2005 7:38:16 GMT -5
The painting looks very good... is there any reason why the sky looks like the water when it comes to the structure and direction of strokes? It was something I noticed about it immediately, even before the "heavy" colors. From the way it comes across to me is like you're the small house and you're drifting upon some very wild waters... you find yourself among plants (perhaps this can be interpreted as humans ) which are as high as you but can move freely... and the sky's colours are seeping through the rest of the painting because they are all of your emotions. I don't know if I'm on to anything but that's what I see in the beautiful painting. I hope you'll feel better soon... you're in my heart and mind.
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Nov 28, 2005 9:12:02 GMT -5
Gemma,
Your painting reminds me of "The Guardian of the Gate". The gate being the stone structure at the edge of the water.
Jen
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Post by luz18 on Nov 28, 2005 15:21:53 GMT -5
Oh hun, I hope everything is alright!!! I'm glad this all blew over for you... Xxx
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Post by gemma on Nov 28, 2005 15:55:33 GMT -5
A wonder has happened: my brother cleaned up after himself! My father came to me and told to me that I was overreacting, and that he was okay. I am happy now. I am sure your prayers helped to me. I am grateful to all of you. Oh, these emotional outbursts happens so often but usually I am able to control them. I don't know what happened yesterday evening with me, probably it was the "last drop in a glass full of water" as we used to say. But Heaven is on Earth again. I found this picture online, and I wanna give it as a present for all of you. This is a church in New Zealand:
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Post by radaeron on Nov 28, 2005 16:14:28 GMT -5
Wow... Thats one nice vision to see.
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Post by radaeron on Nov 28, 2005 16:22:17 GMT -5
Well so are fortune tellers Arya ^^ But I don't doubt any power of psychics and clairvoyents and the like. Not after what I know ^^ (And I'ma go see one in February hopefully! ^^)
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Post by gemma on Nov 28, 2005 16:30:44 GMT -5
Glad to hear that, Gemma! This brings up an another topic... The power of praying. It is controversial to the eyes of the science. I think that what you lived this week, Gemma, may be one proof of this power You are so right! In a private message I wrote for one of the members: Maybe this outburst was needed for me to experience that I am not alone.
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Post by gemma on Nov 28, 2005 16:31:49 GMT -5
Arya, you should start a new thread about the power of praying.
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Post by Shaelyn on Nov 28, 2005 19:44:35 GMT -5
Glad to hear that, Gemma! This brings up an another topic... The power of praying. It is controversial to the eyes of the science. I think that what you lived this week, Gemma, may be one proof of this power You are so right! In a private message I wrote for one of the members: Maybe this outburst was needed for me to experience that I am not alone. I wouldn't doubt it. Everything happens for a reason, you learn from every experience. You wouldn't believe some of the stuff I've been through...and I don't wish any one of those experiences didn't happen to me. They were hard to go through (that's an understatement)...but they made me who I am today, and taught me so much about myself and...everything else, lol. I don't regret anything. I'm glad you're feeling better
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Post by gemma on Nov 29, 2005 5:23:37 GMT -5
I am glad too ;D
I don't believe in coincidences. Yes. This happened for a reason
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Post by liquidchild on Nov 29, 2005 7:03:48 GMT -5
rock on gem
d;)
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Post by jeremy on Dec 17, 2005 6:42:22 GMT -5
Gemma, I'm glad your tough time has blown over. Sorry I didn't find out until after. Thank you for posting those pictures. The photo of the church brings back happy memories for me, I've never been near that church but I've ridden a paddleboat in that lake (and later ice skated on it). That was just after the first time I met my cousins so there are more memories that picture brings than just riding a boat.
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