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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Jul 19, 2006 5:20:57 GMT -5
When I was 11 years old, I was reading a book called Chicken Soup for the Soul. In it was a beautiful story about a woman who had gone through many divorces and broken hearts, and finally one day she got down on her knees and prayed to god. "God," she said, "when I meet my one love and future husband, a man who will be good to me *insert list of desired traits here*, please have him present me with a blue rose." The woman waited and waited, and five years later she moved to Canada and was at a Christian convention when she met a man. He had blue eyes and was named Michael Rose. Two years later, they were married, and have been together since. I don't know if that story is true or not, but it inspired me. So when I was 11, I laid in my bed and prayed - "God, when I meet my future husband and true love, please have him present me with a blue rose." Then I thought that I didn't want to copy the story completely, so I quickly changed it and added "actually, make that a golden rose." And so I have waited for my golden rose. I went through a very abusive relationship which I split away from about a year ago, there was a lot of emotional scarring that took place and the guy was a complete selfish asshole. But still I was always looking for a golden rose. Then I met this guy online, his name was Ahmed and he lived in Kuwait. My entire life I've felt this desire to do great things inspired for my love of god, it's been my one passion and drive since the death of my mother, my soul's focus, and in the end it's what made me leave my ex. But I never thought I'd meet someone who truly shared that passion the way I did. When I first talked to Ahmed, we stayed hours just chatting even though his English was imperfect and his spelling... well... pretty bad But I began to realize that this person loved god the same way I did, and his entire life he's been inspired to do something great for God and science, and it's been his ambition for as long as he could remember. We had the same taste in music, in books, in art, I was taking kung fu at the time and he had been taking it for years and years and years, and it all seemed too perfect to be true. If only he lived closer. Kuwait is so far away from California. Then for my birthday, he sent me a package in the mail. On it was a ribbon of blue roses. And when I went online, I found a painting he had made for me and posted it on his online website. It was a golden rose. You can view it here: www.deviantart.com/deviation/23495722/Now, after visiting each other twice over almost a year of struggling to be with each other, he has gotten the funding and everything else to be here for school. He'll be arriving within the next week or two, and he'll be staying for at least four years until he gets his degree. I am SO happy. So so so happy! So if you are looking for that person who will be right for you and who you can love, and you have been through hard times and you're scared to risk your heart, always feel free to ask for a sign. Sometimes miracles happen.
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Post by channii on Jul 19, 2006 5:53:27 GMT -5
Aww....I'm so happy for you~! ^-^ And the golden rose- it's almost like a fairytale! =) I'm sure you most definately deserve this happiness because you seem like a wonderful person and I wish you lots and lots of happiness and joy and bliss and all things lovely~.
Hahaa...even I feel all happy now- this kind of thing fills me with faith in life. =)
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Post by Sáille on Jul 19, 2006 7:13:22 GMT -5
What a lovely story! You made my heart tingle just now... it brings a smile here now that I need it. I am so, so happy for you.
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Post by prUuf on Jul 19, 2006 8:04:33 GMT -5
uii nice imagine there are 5 harmonic-universes(HU) in one time-matrix. each harmonic-universe has 3 dimensions. so there are 3*5=15 dimensions which make up our time-matrix ^^. The over-soul - the HU-3 identity (D7,8,9)- creates 12 soul identities in HU-2 (D4,5,6), each of which create 12 incarnates within the six HU-1 time cycles. so, each person is part of an incarnational family of 144 incarnates residing within the six HU-1 time cycles. a HU-time cycle is 26.556years (26.556/6=4426 years). imagined? k Usually, a soul (HU-2 identity) manifests into 12 simultaneous incarnations, two in each of the six time cycles in one HU. In each pair of incarnates, one is female, the other male; this relationship is referred to as "twin flames", but does not necessarily imply a romantic "soul mate" involvement. hope that helps
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Post by prUuf on Jul 19, 2006 8:18:57 GMT -5
I heard an interview with jack canfield at www.centerpointe.com/teachers/ a few monthes ago, good guy and nice storys ^^ that reminds me to hear the other interviews with the "teachers"
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Post by jeremy on Jul 19, 2006 9:04:53 GMT -5
I've never prayed for a sign as such, but earlier this year I was praying about this topic and I got this reply, not really in words, but the gist of it was "There are only two women in this world who you ever could have been with without losing something important to you - and only one of those is available to you now. Don't let this chance pass you by" I knew who both the people God was refering to were, and I didn't let the chance pass me by though I did stall on it for a while. Fortunately I stalled just the right ammount of time and got to know Gemma well enough to fall in love with her before I stopped stalling, as it were
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Jul 22, 2006 21:29:27 GMT -5
CM,
Your story was so inspiring that I have starting doing a similar thing.
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Post by Sáille on Jul 23, 2006 13:10:08 GMT -5
I feel that this might be a handy thing to try, too. I'll certainly think of a mark which is meaningful to me but hard to find at the same time.
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Jul 23, 2006 20:15:27 GMT -5
CM,
Did he know about your prayer before he painted that or did you tell him after?
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Jul 28, 2006 17:34:29 GMT -5
Kiva,
Of course I told him after, it would mean nothing if I told him before. But I had another previous boyfriend who I went out with for two years, and in the beginning of the relationship I told him of the golden rose thing, and he never attempted to give me one in any form.
I've found that what is truly important is not only the fact that he gave me these two signs, but that after I told my current boyfriend about the golden rose (after he painted the picture and everything), he actually wanted to be the person to give it to me and has adopted it as a symbol of our relationship. I think this is more of a sign than anything else.
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Jul 28, 2006 19:16:26 GMT -5
It's interesting that the ex you told never gave you one at all and it is so awesome that your boyfriend now holds that as the symbol of your relationship.
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