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Post by Uriah on Mar 14, 2006 12:15:34 GMT -5
I am going through a tough situation right now as some of you may have read. My friend tried to kill herself a few days ago. It has been hard to deal with. To the outside world everything appears the same but on the inside I hurt so much for someone I love. It's not easy and I pray this can all end in love and understanding.
I was thinking of the support I have gotten from some of you here and wished to thank you all. It doesn't feel enough to just thank you so I prayed and asked for blessings for everyone. I still feel like reciprocating more and it made me think of this thread: Words of Love
I think here we can say thank you and show our love and gratitude for everyone in our lives. It should be more than just members of this board, though that is a good place to start. Everyone in your life. You don't have to list anybody by name but express the love, thanks, appreciation, and gratitude for people in your life or people whom you have never met but had an impact on you nonetheless.
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Post by Uriah on Mar 14, 2006 12:25:15 GMT -5
I'll start and it may appear random or without direction but it's how I want to do it and you all can do it your own way.
thank you for the hug that held close I felt i was falling apart
the touch and the laugh you've lifted my soul
i smile when you smile for the love we share
thank you mom for everything the shoulder to cry on the open heart and the worrying mind, i love you
the parties and the laughs to all my friends i love you
my pets, you bring joy in my life, i am not alone with you here on a cold day
pearldancer, the message gave me a lift and reminded me of love, thank you
HV, this board is an open heart and my open heart shall always remain connected
love for love it self
Alex are hearts shared a moment in despair and your connection will never be forgotten
you've taken me in as your own you made me feel again i became part of something
chris, your vision is shared, simlply love baby
this is just a start and i hope it doesn't end
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Post by pearldancer on Mar 14, 2006 13:00:47 GMT -5
to my mother for the way she shaped me. . . and the way she set me free
to all the ones who've mothered me since for their wisdom and compassion and their singing alive the woman child in me
to my fathers for pinball and "punkin" and the trips they made with tutus and yellow rubber boots by their side
to the friends who've been there always and the ones who've fluttered by like lovely butterflies . .. your laughter and your inside jokes. . . .your icecream and your moonlit walks I love you all!
for the lessons that come to me and grow through me . .. I see the world anew each day because of all you show
for this board and all the love and caring . . and all the work and sharing
for the white furry belly and big blue eyes that purr my soul to peace
for my maman who is mine forever and never just in law. We are sisters you and I
for the one who has walked this path with me and brought me where I stand today
for all the beauty that surrounds me in sky and hill and flower and tree and thundering ocean and rolling river. For the wisdom of the sturdy oak and the tears of the bending willow. for all the songs that nature sings me
for the one who soars me
I am filled with gratitude and love
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Mar 14, 2006 13:24:30 GMT -5
To me . . . for without me, the Universe would not be complete.
To First Source . . . for without It, I do not exit, for It is which I've come from.
To my family . . . for loving me and playing a role in who I am today.
To my friends . . . for making me laugh and giving someone to look to at times when I needed someone.
To Higher Vibrations . . . for giving me so many loving friends and an open warm place to share myself.
To all the hardships . . . for without you, I would not be the person I am today. For teaching me vaulable lessons.
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Post by muirrin on Mar 15, 2006 2:35:03 GMT -5
This is giving me shivers...
Zus, I don't think I can say enough times how much you have helped and strengthened me... I am touched that you still read my present to you but I still don't feel like it's enough to thank you. You have never failed to make me feel better and I always laugh at least once when we talk. I hope that we can meet in person soon, even though I'm feeling our connection more and more. You are proof that wisdom can exceed age and I hope I can keep learning from you for a long, long time.
HV forum... I'm also learning here and I am touched by the amount of love and light here. Thanks for all the shivers you've all sent down my spine!
FMP/AF/Valkyre forums... for your love and support (especially my beloved "family") and for a chance for me to let out my "evil" side. The feeling of being normal when I am with you guys is something I will cherish forever, and besides, you've all gotten me into so much good music ^-^
My family for creating me in so many different ways. I was so frightened of being disapproved of within the past few years but instead you've embraced these changes and even approved of many! It's so sad that we only grew really close in the weeks before I left home but know that we are always connected no matter how far away I am, and that your faith in me has sustained me throughout the past 18 years.
My friends, from all the different groups and all the different times in my life... some of you have reminded me that I am not the centre of the world, and some have made a commendable effort to give me the Goddess-complex. Many of you have turned on me, and some of you never were true. Thank you to you, too, for strengthening me and trying to teach me that blind trust is as bad as no trust at all. I never fail to be touched by those who choose to complain and/or pour out their hearts to me, and I'm still here if you need me.
To Someone... you may be an enigma to me at the moment, but the love I felt radiating from your spirit on Monday was one of the most beautiful things I have ever felt. I wish that I could help you "tear down the wall" and see whatever makes you so frightened to let me in...
精神、there are no adequate words to explain the deepness of my feelings towards you, and I don't feel that any are needed. You are in me and all around me, and every smile on my lips, every tear that I cry, every time I make an earth-friendly decision, every positive word I speak or action I make, you feel as I do. I only hope that these can be felt more often because I have come nowhere near to who you dream of me becoming. Just know that I am striving to improve.
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Post by Sáille on Mar 15, 2006 8:25:52 GMT -5
Also I speak some words of love here, because I feel that it is the right thing to do at this point in time. To my family, for giving me the world's greatest support. We do not always get along okay but still we talk and hug and laugh and share all things that happen in our lives with each other. You were the first to accept me for who I am and you mean so much to me because of that. Thank you for everything you've ever done and continue doing. To my zusje, Muirrin, who never ceases to amaze and surprise me. You make me laugh many times and I love you for every time you put a smile onto my face. You've taught me to stand my ground and not give up without a fight. I hope that I can keep learning this from you because it is something I have been struggling with for a long time. You were among the first to break through that mask I wore and I love you for seeing and accepting every part of me. You're my sister in heart and soul and I hope we can meet up some day soon. To Ivo, for being there for me in a time when practically no one else was. You were the first to raise me up high so I could touch the stars above after my depression and I love you for being such a good friend. I think that we learn together in this life. I'm sorry that things don't always go as we plan, and I'm sorry that you feel you cannot be the person you should be at this point in time. I hope that one day I'll see the real you and not just feel him. I love you, brother of my soul, and I hope we'll share many more days of sunshine and music together. To Mine, for always being there beside me. Life's not going as planned for you either and I think that you are sooooo strong for pulling through time and time again. You give me power every time we talk and you make me laugh so much. You are my sister in the element of our starsigns, and I feel that you give me yet another piece of the puzzle that is my soul. I hope that I can continue sending you rainbows! To the rest of the bunch over at FMP forum. We are a family and strengthened in union. Even the members we don't see often are a part of us and I've come to know each and every one of you as a wonderful, caring and loving person. ^-^ Thank you for every inspirational thought you've ever given me. I learn so much more every day. To the discussion part of the 'Stargazers', for meeting up with me so often. You are among the wisest and most intelligent people I have ever met. I hope we can continue to discuss everything that happens in life and death with each other. I've learned so much from all of you. To HV, for being there. You're everything I need right now. Our experiments keep spreading the love. ^-^ Let's shake this world and partyyyyyy!! To the people who are giving me the therapy I need in real life. You care deeply about me and I feel wanted and appreciated when I'm with you. Thank you for taking me under your wings and teaching me how to fly. I'll never forget you. To the two bouncy, happy souls. One of you is dead but forever in my heart. The other continues to bark its way through life and is the most loyal friend I could wish for. Thank you for brightening my days. To my grandmother, for giving me so much. You continue to guide me through my life and I am grateful for all the things you've taught me. We had some great times when you were alive and you keep being there for me even now. To my real brother, my spirit guide and my loved one. Your soul is these three combined and I love you for being there by my side. I know I'm not the most easy person to guide but even when our two rebellic personalities meet we somehow always make things right. We've got a gift, you and I, and I thank you for awakening me and giving me back one simple memory. I remember you kissing me on my forehead when I was little, and that your hand went through my hair as a means of saying goodnight. I thank you for being invisible but yet always present. And finally, to me. I know I haven't always understood you well and I know I've expressed being scared to death of you. Yet you are my power and my love. You give me light. You give me understanding. You give me everything I need to make the world a better place. You are perfect and I love you. *is now all emotional and slightly teary-eyed*
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Mar 17, 2006 19:42:04 GMT -5
Thank you God, for showing me the truth of Love, and that no matter what horrors I go through, I am never alone. Thank you for saving me when I was on my knees and had no one to turn to, thank you for showing me how to open my heart and accept my own mortality, and with it discover immortality. Thank you for taking the hand from my eyes and showing me how to see; thank you for giving me the understanding to deal with and always love my fellow humans and the wisdom to understand just how alike we all really are. Thank you for giving me a passion, for igniting in me a fever more powerful than anything else in this life and beyond it - for giving me something to die for and to fight for. God, my love for you is only exceeded by your divine love for me, and if I could show one person the beauty, faith, understanding, love, wisdom, and pure humility that I felt when you held me in your hand, my life would be complete. I love all of you - my family, my friends, my enemies, and strangers alike. I will bleed with your hearts, cry with your tears, and when I see you happy it will bring me peace. Dying for you is the least I would do. This is a really wonderful topic, Uriah. ^_^
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Post by ladyofthelight on Jan 23, 2007 15:18:31 GMT -5
This is a really great topic! To God, for helping me realise that I am never alone, for helping me open my eyes for the beauty in this world and for Your unconditional love. To my mother, for being there for me when the cold, real world hits me. I appreciate everything you do for me, although I might not always show it. To my father, for your love and for helping me with maths and physics, it's highly appreciated! To my grandmother, for her wisdom, stories and support. To Mohammad-my love, my life, my everything. Although you live far away, you always know how to make me smile and how to touch my heart. I cherish every word you say. You know I love you. I really hope you are safe and well with all the stuff going on in Lebanon at the moment and I hope to hear from you soon. To Elisa and Sara, my best friends. I don't know what I'd be without you guys. Your constant support means so much to me. I'll never forget how you listened to me and comforted me time and time again over the summer. I love you guys. <3 To my other friends, thanks for the fun and the laughs! To Muirrin and Sàille and Arya, thanks for listening! Your help means a lot to me. To HV-this really is a wonderful forum! To all my pets, past and present, for their unconditional love and for patiently listening to all of my problems. To all my enemies, thanks for making me stronger. To me, although I'm not always very kind to you, I do love you and I do believe you are perfect just the way you are.
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Post by djgirlcherise on Jan 27, 2007 23:16:13 GMT -5
To The Human Hybrids On Earth, To The Fallen Angelic Races, To All Who Have Reached the Centre, and are striving to get there.
Thank-you for being my spirit guides, and helping me to remember who I am, and who we all are.
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Post by muirrin on Feb 11, 2007 6:50:28 GMT -5
My beautiful Woozers - there are more of you who can put up with me than I ever dared to dream of, and it's so comforting to know that diversity is wholly accepted and embraced with every one of you. Here's to a wonderful "year of many changes" and another to this coming year, which will herald many more changes and some more growing for all of us! See all you ladies in a couple of weeks! The guys from King's: I've gotten to know one of you more quickly in one year than I did in the 12 years since we met; another one has never failed to surprise me and hurt me and make me smile and every other single thing that can be done; and the rest of you I don't know as well as perhaps I should. One of you was taken from us late last week: I'm sorry that we never got the chance to get to know each other better, but I know that you were a good friend to many and I hope that once the shock wears off, we will all remember the good times and celebrate that you were there, at least, for those. I'm there for all you guys, if you need anything. Three of you made me laugh and completely took me aback with your pleasure in the fact that your card was the biggest given to me on my birthday, and I would jump at any chance to spark that small flame of joy in you all, too. PB, it's been a heck of a year, hasn't it? I'm sure I've never felt such a mixture of feelings about, or coming from, anyone else; and I'm sure that every time you think of me it's accompanied by holding your head in your hands thinking, "why me?". Don't worry, soon you'll understand, or at least start to get used to it all. Anyways, I've missed ya heaps, but we've come so far and I look forward to being ready to finally share my journey with you once more. Broer, the guys, and everyone else who's had the misfortune to check up on me from time to time: It's been good catching up with ya'll again... Thanks for putting up with all the tantrums and whining and loud conversations with PB about music; the hugs and the pictures and even the maths references are certainly appreciated! Looking forward to another year of nudges and kicks up the sticks and bad, bad jokes. ^_^ My beloved sisters, I have no idea where I'd be without you! You've listened to my little outburst, you've allowed me to share in your joy over wuvvles, there's never any inhibitions about hugging.. and hugging... and hugging... and kissing... and hugging... and dancing... and just radiating sparkles and love. I can be myself around you beautiful ladies, and God forbid I think around you! Looking forward to another year of feeeeeeeeeelin' the love from all four corners (corners? wtf mate? ^^) of the globe! For everyone else who's been there for me at any time during the year, thanks to you as well. There's far too many to list here, which in itself is touching, because I finally feel like I'm home. I'm getting back in touch with myself, I'm becoming more comfortable in my relationships with other people, and everything is finally making sense. You HV board members have helped open the doors to this new world and I wuvvle you all for it! Keep on shining and I hope we'll continue to grow and discover things together - this "reunion" of sorts is surely a promising sign!
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Post by Caerai on Feb 11, 2007 7:51:17 GMT -5
Aww no words fo love for me, I need to be accepted and nurtured
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Post by muirrin on Feb 11, 2007 8:57:02 GMT -5
You're included in mine, but jus' so's you're feeling nurtured, thank you too Cae for our talks throughout last year. I've learned a lot from you and you've always put up with my random little *squees* of loving Someone-ness. ^^
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