Post by liquidchild on May 23, 2006 20:02:55 GMT -5
There is alot going on at the moment. I always thought of the metaphor, that in bodybuilding, you need to tear muscle to make muscle and that is how I view the spiritual focus'd quest.
It is evident that we are all on this path, it doesnt take a high school student to even realise the compassion that radiates in posts, compassion beeing the *symptom* of great wisdom of all philosophies from east to west to 2314th dimension from half atlantis to some other weird thingy.
I guess im lucky that I havnt "crashed" for a good few days now, although some of you remember a major crash I had a few weeks ago which had me almost suicidal.
In fact I genuinely would often ask in my meditations,
"why cant I just go? Im sick of this quest on earth, surely there is an exit... death is the exit, can I go? Please, I dont want to leave my family hurt, so can we arrange for another willing soul to take my place so that everyone stays happy, and I can just leave?"
Now I would never consider suicide, because I realise im responsible for my family and friends, but if I could have left them undisturbed at that point.. that mindstate I was in.. I think I would of. I was desperate.
Im getting off topic, but from what I've read at "whatsuponplanetearth" that lovely link that pearldancer gave me, it seems that we will be *tearing muscles* untill july-august when things finally take a major leap forward. Im always skeptical of things beeing a philosopher but so far this website has been rather *radically* accurate with the timing of events this year that occured in my life so I atleast consider it.
whatsuponplanetearth.com/latest.htm
This whole spiritual connection through forums thing is new to me, and i've realised its playing a rather big role in my life, because finally, I have someone to talk to that understands what im going through, and doesnt just think im beeing oversensitive like my parents and my friends. Its truly a rare find to be understood for me these days, and the reason I keep comming back here is because I feel that you guys understand me a bit, and thats more than I've been understood by the close people in my life. *gets out his tissue box* lol I know softy softy.
Pucker up young soldier!! LOL
Anyway I've noticed that coincidentally we have all been slapped across the face by some things in the last few weeks, namely: relationships (the big one), money problems, exam stress.... (to name a few).
Im really amazed at how many people this has happened to here, because I know how many times relationship problems happen to me, and its not very often asmuch as I wish it would be . And it happened now, and so did like a few other peoples. These problems dont occur all the time, although it seems that lately they have been for everyone here at the same time.
This is really a interesting phenomena for me, and im glad to have you guys nicknames from A-Z, newschool to oldschool, your all the madest damn cats in the house.
It is evident that we are all on this path, it doesnt take a high school student to even realise the compassion that radiates in posts, compassion beeing the *symptom* of great wisdom of all philosophies from east to west to 2314th dimension from half atlantis to some other weird thingy.
I guess im lucky that I havnt "crashed" for a good few days now, although some of you remember a major crash I had a few weeks ago which had me almost suicidal.
In fact I genuinely would often ask in my meditations,
"why cant I just go? Im sick of this quest on earth, surely there is an exit... death is the exit, can I go? Please, I dont want to leave my family hurt, so can we arrange for another willing soul to take my place so that everyone stays happy, and I can just leave?"
Now I would never consider suicide, because I realise im responsible for my family and friends, but if I could have left them undisturbed at that point.. that mindstate I was in.. I think I would of. I was desperate.
Im getting off topic, but from what I've read at "whatsuponplanetearth" that lovely link that pearldancer gave me, it seems that we will be *tearing muscles* untill july-august when things finally take a major leap forward. Im always skeptical of things beeing a philosopher but so far this website has been rather *radically* accurate with the timing of events this year that occured in my life so I atleast consider it.
whatsuponplanetearth.com/latest.htm
This whole spiritual connection through forums thing is new to me, and i've realised its playing a rather big role in my life, because finally, I have someone to talk to that understands what im going through, and doesnt just think im beeing oversensitive like my parents and my friends. Its truly a rare find to be understood for me these days, and the reason I keep comming back here is because I feel that you guys understand me a bit, and thats more than I've been understood by the close people in my life. *gets out his tissue box* lol I know softy softy.
Pucker up young soldier!! LOL
Anyway I've noticed that coincidentally we have all been slapped across the face by some things in the last few weeks, namely: relationships (the big one), money problems, exam stress.... (to name a few).
Im really amazed at how many people this has happened to here, because I know how many times relationship problems happen to me, and its not very often asmuch as I wish it would be . And it happened now, and so did like a few other peoples. These problems dont occur all the time, although it seems that lately they have been for everyone here at the same time.
This is really a interesting phenomena for me, and im glad to have you guys nicknames from A-Z, newschool to oldschool, your all the madest damn cats in the house.