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Post by jeremy on Nov 15, 2005 5:07:50 GMT -5
Well, this took place very recently. Basically, my energy felt different so I viewed my aura and instead of the bluey glass like stuff I used to see I now see white firey stuff with a translucent multicoloured thin covering. As well as that, I no longer gain my energy through absorbing it but from inside myself, and I can make more of it than I could ever gather before. Please don't make a big deal about this, like the first person to find out did. I'm not trying to brag or anything I just want to know what's happened to me.
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Post by radaeron on Nov 15, 2005 5:32:33 GMT -5
Well, not having much knowledge of these things.. (Like many things o.o) I do know this, when light goes through a crystal it has loads of colours. So perhaps you've transitioned to Crystal My two cents, for what they're worth
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Nov 15, 2005 10:18:00 GMT -5
It's sounds like you transitioned to Crystal to me. Perhaps, CM can shed some more light on this?
Jen
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Nov 15, 2005 11:16:48 GMT -5
Lol, wow thanks Jen. =P
Well Jeremy, I'm pretty sure you were already crystal because you feel what I feel, but it sounds to me like maybe you had a minor shift. I remember when I shifted to crystal, it felt like I'd been struck by lightning, I'd assume that reaching a rainbow level would have a similar effect and I don't think you'd be doubting what happened. I think going off of differences you feel on the inside would be more accurate than just looking at what your aura is doing, auras fluctuate constantly and can change just depending on our mood or the situation, or what lesson we're dealing with in life. Also, I'm not quite sure what you mean by "gain energy by absorbing it", I've always drawn from myself/God, but I think realizing that the energy of all things IS the energy of yourself and God is a big step to take... is that what you mean? Your statement just confused me a little. Maybe give some more details?
I'm sure you've reached another plateau of spiritual awareness, seems like that to me, or perhaps your third eye opened, or your psychic awareness expanded. I've noticed that conscious psychic knowledge and spiritual awareness do not always coincide, even though the intuition advances with the soul. =)
Sry I couldn't be more help; there was something that Uriah said once that I really liked - "I'm not sure of what I am, but I strive to be." I'll leave you with that. ^_^
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Post by jeremy on Nov 16, 2005 2:40:01 GMT -5
Hey, thanks for your opinions everyone, I did suspect I'd kind of shifted but remained in the same general category. Previously, I am sure I was a crystal, but not very balanced, and had a lot more blue energy than any other colour. What I mean about not having to absorb energy is that previously when I wanted to do telekinesis or send someone energy or anything like that I would need to pull energy into myself through my feet because I didn't contain enough energy on my own, but now my energy doesn't come from elsewhere it comes from nowhere right inside me, and in the quantitiy that I want it. I don't think my third eye chakra opened, it was overactive already. When I initially shifted to crystal, it was like I was hit by lightning, as CM described. This was much more subtle, but there was still no way for me to not notice it. It was kind of like jumping into what I thought would be warm water and finding out it was icy cold, but I didn't actually feel cold, that's just the closest thing I can describe to what the sensation was like. It was actually very pleasant. Mmm, what else is different about me? - well I need to sleep and eat more, but that could be something to do with carrying heavy stuff for 8 hours a day (I have a job helping deliver building supplies to construction sites - very physically demanding but well paid). The weird thing is that I no longer experience muscular fatigue, just sleepiness. My personality is a bit different too, but it's hard to describe what's different about it. There are a lot of things that used to bother me but don't anymore, like high pitched noises or getting my knuckles smashed open (that happened to me at work today because the new guy dropped his end of a wallboard). There are also lot of things that I used to only dislike a bit but now I feel this cold burning inside me when I am reminded of them - I don't think I'm ready to see what I would be like if I acted on it.
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Nov 16, 2005 9:58:08 GMT -5
There are a lot of things that used to bother me but don't anymore, Jeremy, i've also experienced this during a shift. Sunlight used to bug the crap out of me when I went outside, so I would almost always wear hats. About 2 years ago, I just stopped wear them. The sun creased to bug me, and still doesn't unless it's right in my line of vision. Jen
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Post by CrystalMaiden on Nov 17, 2005 15:02:07 GMT -5
Jeremy -
Sounds like maybe the increased physical labor of your job perhaps accompanied by a new cycle starting in your life is allowing you to experience a different range of vibrations, after I left my ex I experienced something very similar to what you described. I too experience that when I am confronted by something I dislike, I get a weird burning cold sensation on the inside, sounds like u've mad a lot of good steps in your progression. =)
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Post by gemma on Nov 19, 2005 13:24:05 GMT -5
I am sure that now I am fully Indigo, more than ever.
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Post by CrystalMaiden on Nov 19, 2005 14:49:10 GMT -5
Wonderful Gemma! What brought you to this conclusion? =)
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Post by gemma on Nov 20, 2005 16:28:09 GMT -5
Things cannot upset me so easily anymore.
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Post by gemma on Apr 13, 2006 5:56:00 GMT -5
I think I have shifted. I am sure. I am not ready yet but I have taken the first steps to change into a better man.
In these last weeks I was trying not to hold any grudge against anybody, and to deal mentally with the things I couldn't face before. I am not taking the responsibility for weak and mean people anymore though I forgive them.
Plus I began to take more care of my body. I don't eat as many flesh as before.
I feel connected to God, more than ever, I often think about Him. And I am sure He speaks to me.
I CAN paint what I WANT, not what my hands wanna paint.
I stopped taking the morning pills, even this helped me. I feel just like my mind came up from under dark waters. I can see, I can feel, I can read minds, feelings.
I made the aura-colour test, here are the results.
The colours:
green - 10 indigo - 9 crystal - 7 yellow - 6 violet - 6 blue - 3 lavender - 3 red - 3 orange - 1 magenta - 1
The Tans:
sensitive - 6 environmental - 4 abstract - 4 logical - 2
red overlay - 2
When I came here, I was still against myself, the whole Indigo-thing seemed so strange for me, I was like "Where has my sober sense gone?! I never cared about spirituality and such stupid things!". Now I remember my childhood, the details came back to me. Spirituality is now a part of my life.
THANK YOU!
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Post by pearldancer on Apr 13, 2006 6:11:19 GMT -5
;D
Goodmorning Gemma! So happy for you!
Just re-read this whole post. . .
"I'm not sure of what I am, but I strive to be."
Uriah is a wise and beautifully honest soul! I like that very much and I agree whole heartedly!
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Post by muirrin on Apr 13, 2006 7:27:38 GMT -5
*hugs Jeremy and Gemma* Great to hear!
I'm feeling myself become more unstable in my confidence in myself... like last night, I did something (@ zus: cube thingy) and when I finished I realised that I just couldn't face talking to people and staying awake any more... I wanted to go to bed and just lie there because I realised how little I really knew about myself, even though I previously thought I'd already done the whole "self-discovery" thing and knew quite a lot. Then I woke up this morning and I've been fine all day although now I think I'm ready to sleep again - two hours before I normally am.
Not a major shift, certainly... but maybe something minor is happening? No idea, but felt I should comment anyway.
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Post by Sáille on Apr 13, 2006 12:28:37 GMT -5
Ohoh... we don't need an unstable confidence! *pushes it out of the door* But on the other hand, it's been the same for me in the past and I got out of it much stronger. The best knowledge in the world is just that you know nothing but can learn everything. Congrats to Gemma by the way. It's so great to hear this from you!
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Apr 13, 2006 13:00:40 GMT -5
Gemma,
This is awesome to hear that you are progressing! I'm soo happy for you.
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Post by gemma on Apr 13, 2006 14:54:56 GMT -5
Gemma, This is awesome to hear that you are progressing! I'm soo happy for you. Thank you, my Kivawolfspeaker! You see, even your name doesn't hurt me anymore! Thanks Pearl, Muirrin and Althri Sáille! Pearl: When Ildiko photographed my aura she also told me: Goodmorning!
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Post by gemma on Apr 13, 2006 14:55:42 GMT -5
Ohoh... we don't need an unstable confidence! *pushes it out of the door* ! LOL
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Apr 13, 2006 15:35:59 GMT -5
I'm glad my name doesn't hurt anymore. Kiva
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