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Post by Uriah on Aug 10, 2005 0:36:44 GMT -5
It may just be me and my surroundings but it seems that many around me and including myself are getting sicker and more frustrated. Things just seem to be wacky. The best i can call it. Right now I have an infection in my throat, my dad got a serious infection in his leg and his dad just had a heart attack. My mom also lost her job and has had some recurring health problems show up lately. At least two more people i know are sick now too. My job which I do enjoy seems more frustrating lately and overall I feel more frustrated. I also realized one of my biggest obstacles which is my self-doubt. I constantly second guess myself. I feel I must confront myself if I am to evolve more but I judge myself, and harshly. I try to live each day in the moment but my mind seems to be wandering, analising, and judging. This with the health problems with my family it seems like much more of a struggle than it should be. Plans I've made I want to change I just don't feel comfortable with what Im doing and with where Im at right now. I don't know. Has anyone else noticed more of a struggle in them selves or thier environment lately?
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Aug 10, 2005 0:46:59 GMT -5
I've actually been feeling more at peace with myself and who I am lately, but you sound the way I did about two months ago.
I found that my real problem was just learning to flow. That's something really important in life - just relax and go with it, don't try to push and don't try to get ahead, that actually stunts your spiritual growth. Instead of trying to change who you are, maybe try to accept yourself more fully and assure yourself that all your faults are in passing and one day you will reach that perfection we all persue.
Don't worry about second guessing yourself, we all do it. It's a simple learning stage. I'm actually just starting to get over a good amount of my self doubt and really starting to move on this whole "spiritual empowerment" thing. It'll all come in its own time, and the best way to make that time sooner is to just sit back and accept. Keep working at it, keep reading and learning and always keep faith, and imagine where you'll be just three years from now! =)
It also sounds like you might be a bit stressed by your family and loved one's situation. I hope you feel better with that, I'll add them in my prayers.
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Post by ne ws oci e ty on Aug 10, 2005 0:48:33 GMT -5
I told myself that I'd go to college for a year just for the experience, and yes I'm off to go there soon, but I keep telling myself that there's no time for this, no need. Is time running out, are major changes in this world taking place? That's what I tend to believe. Intuition or imagination....hm....can't tell you for sure.
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Post by ne ws oci e ty on Aug 10, 2005 0:49:11 GMT -5
whoa hi there cm, lol.
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Aug 10, 2005 1:23:07 GMT -5
Lol, hey newsociety!
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Post by Uriah on Aug 10, 2005 8:58:17 GMT -5
Thanks crystalmaiden, you have a way with help. What you tell me I know already but it's great to hear it from someone else. Imagining is something I'm great at and thanks for reminding me. Three years from now I'll be three years more evolved and where I'll be I don't know but thats the excitement of it! I think I just needed a recharge and to hear a refreshing word of adivce. Thanks again =)
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Post by thecrystalmaiden on Aug 10, 2005 14:24:51 GMT -5
I know exactly what you mean, I get that all the time when I just have to hear someone say it to back me up! Lol. =) We all need a place to vent our problems, and I think this board is great for that.
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Post by ne ws oci e ty on Aug 10, 2005 17:15:50 GMT -5
yeah don't really mind my comment lol. I saw you say things have been a bit wacky and assumed you meant the world in general being tense right now.
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Post by shepardess on Aug 11, 2005 12:49:25 GMT -5
Uriah, I been feeling ill and in a way just burnt out lately, So many people I know are also experiencing the same sort of dull, dead weight as well. There is a great website call whatsuponplanetearth.com The woman Karen Bishop does earth energy readings and have been very accurate for me and what I have been going through. She claims that there are just some intence energies around as part of the the ascension process. i don't really have any good advice as I am still just in a dull spot and even my Tony Robbins techniques don't seem able to help. but I am just holding on and not giving too much weight to any of the feelings I am experiencing knowing that they come from without me and not from any actual issue I need to adress. Good Luck, Annd I am sure this stage can't last too much longer, Kate
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Post by ne ws oci e ty on Aug 11, 2005 13:49:12 GMT -5
ahh that's good, thanks for the site
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Post by djgirlcherise on Aug 11, 2005 21:31:42 GMT -5
Try a food cleanse. Add cayan pepper and ginger to everything, and drink wheatgrass everyday. WHEATGRASS is a superfood!
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Post by Kivawolfspeaker on Aug 19, 2005 19:55:16 GMT -5
Arya,
I think she stopped doing personal readings, if she did them at all, but I'm not positive on that.
Kiva
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Post by guest on Aug 6, 2006 18:14:06 GMT -5
I was reading about how the crystal aura is like the chameleion aura. The highly empathic nature takes on the auras of those around them and broadcasts as well. Very sensitive to the issues of loved ones.
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